I've been kicked out from under then wing.

I am flying solo now that the wing is gone. (Perhaps its more like falling than flying) Last night was a bit more difficult than usual. I don't really sleep anymore. And other than last night it isnt because she isnt sleeping. She actually sleeps really well. She sometimes even sleeps 6 hours straight. unfortunately i never sleep 6 hours straight! haha Oh well!
I am still adjusting to my mom not being here, i am not quite as comfortable. Fortunately all that babysitting and hanging out with my niece and nephews has paid off. Although it's funny how logical i can be when it's someone elses child, but when it comes to Addison i feel like that same logic won't work! its quite ridiculous of me.
It's one of my weirdest traits; the ability to know whats logical and just not capable to implement it.
We are still working on Harry Potter. We decided to read it as a family but its getting difficult to not read ahead when i am home alone.
*spoiler*
They are just killing everyone off one at a time. Well, the minor characters anyway.

Speaking of Harry Potter, we are going to read some more.

AND TRACY I UNDERSTAND... showering is for people who don't have kids. haha